The way love goes...

I remember how you used to wait by the phone
Counting every minute that I was gone
And you used to call me sweet things in the morning light
After you would hug me so tender
Each and every night
Lately you got so much to do
And your never at home
By the time I get to see you
You need your time alone
Ive been too afraid to ask you
But I need to know

Is this the way love goes
Say it isnt so
Is this the way love goes
Right before my eyes
Wearing a disguise
I need to know
Is this the way love goes

Staring at a photograph of you and I inframed
When I blink my eyes you start to fade away
Oh, I recall that day in fall and all the things you said
All of the promises that you never kept
Lately you got so much to do
And youre never at home
When I finally get to see you
You need youre time alone
Ive been too afraid to ask you
But I need to know

Everybody needs to a love they can count on
Im the kind of man who needs to know exactly where I stand

Stayin up late at night Im wondering
How we can make it right
Never gonna say goodbye
Im crying
Find a way to make it right

that's what friends are for

I, of all people, am one of those people who told my friends about the importance of friendships. "boyfriends/girlfriends come and go...but friends, they stay." Although I have a lot of friends, they're grown apart from me now. Some have their significant other, some have their business, some have kids, some just have other issues to deal with.

I have never felt any lonelier than this...it gives me a whole new perspective of my life. For those of you out there who has a best friend, best friends, a group of people that you hang out with often...hold on to them...because nothing is more important than your friendship with them. Times like this make me miss my family a lot.

too late

I'm holding on your rope,
Got me ten feet off the ground
And I'm hearing what you say but I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down, but wait
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around, and say...

that it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

I'd take another chance, take a fall
Take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
But it's nothing new - yeah

I loved you with the fire red-
Now it's turning blue, and you say...
"Sorry" like the angel heaven let me think was you
But I'm afraid...

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late...

Grey sky full of ashes

And what pisses me off the most is when I see people smoking out in the open and throw away their cigarettes on the ground as if nothing is wrong...i mean seriously...don't you guys inhale enough smokes from the fire already? dumb asses.....

I haven't felt nothing but bitterness since the weekend...i hate myself...

I like my experiment of the day:

*sigh* i have to be positive

Fool me once, shame on you.

Fool me twice, shame on me.

Hope is one motherfucking heartache.

Life imitates Art

another one...

So I took my car in again...this time is the battery....again....cost me about $125 to fix it including an oil change...
I feel a little numb about the whole car thing
Still can't wait til October 25th
My mood is blaaaaah....


Random thought: Although money certainly make things easier, I seriously don't need money to be happy....

Best friend

He/she's there when you need them...but you don't EXPECT anything from them....at least that's how I treat my best friends...

Hate That I Love You

*sigh* im gonna miss her

She'll be gone for 2 months =(. This is the pic I took on my sis' bbq bday. Isn't she just so adorable.....

I like what Lauren Conrad says "You can't love half a person...the good half."