One and a half year...

Today is exactly one and a half year from October 29, 2006...We failed...At least we failed trying...

giving up...

2004 when I came back here to pursue my interest in Graphic Design...I have completed it...not only that...I have completed it SUCCESSFULLY. I thought I was gonna build a great career with my marketing background as well. I thought everything is going to be a smooth ride.

I just found out I didn't get the visa after all despite the drama that happened with my company. About a week ago, USCIS did the random selection already and they have notified the petitioners whom applications are being processed now. I am one of the people who didn't get it. Just about two weeks ago I am thinking really positively...it's starting to fade away now. There is no point of trying to do it the right way and didn't get it at the end while thousands, or even millions of people out there are staying here illegally. Not to talk shit about them or anything because I do know they're not having it any easier but still...the injustice exists.

I do have backup plans...but I just wish I won't be using any of them...and I am starting to wonder if this is all worth it...

NY TRIP

Was off the hook! It was freezin cold but I had soooo much fun...thanks to Glenn *ahem* we stayed at this ghettoest hotel ever...where you come in...you smell chinese food...with this chinese lady who works at the front desk goin "no mo loom left...you wait...see those people? u wait like them...." lol....I saw Rent again and this time we were in the very first row...I could literally see them spitting when they were singing lol...it was soo much fun...*sigh* now back to reality and I have to find a job =( help me!