=(

It's been 5 days now, consecutively I've been having the same constant dream. I hate waking up sad and/or feeling weird. Help me.

Trouble Is

How come you never know
What you got until it's gone
Too bad
Because I never felt so good with anyone
How fooled was I into thinking
I was gonna be alright
Okay
Fine

So every day I try a little harder
To forget her
Lie here convince myself
Tomorrow will be better

The trouble is I can't get her out of my mind
When I close my eyes at night
Who's gonna save me
Now she's gone
The trouble is there's a part of me
That still can't let go of her memory
And now I know what it is
Love is what the trouble is

Love is what the trouble is

How come she said
You never wear your heart
Where I can see
Too bad
Cause now I'm the one
Who's sorry
How stupid was I into thinking
I was gonna be alright
Okay
Fine
So everyday I find a little something
To remind me
No matter how I try
I can't put the past behind me

Love has let me go
I'm alright, I'm okay
I'll be fine, give it time

But the only trouble is I can't get her out of my mind
When I close my eyes at night
Who's gonna save me
Now she's gone (she's gone)
The trouble is there's a part of me
That still can't let go of her memory (I just can't)
And now I know what it is (now I know)
And now I know what it is
Cause love is what the trouble is
The trouble
Love... Love is what the trouble is

YES!!!!

My grades from last semester:

ENGL-301-C1	GRADUATE WRITING	A	3.00
MKT-339-SF1	ADVERTISING STRATEGY	A+	3.00
PR-320-SF1	CONTEMP PUBLIC RELATIONS	A	3.00
MKT-305-SF1	INTEGRATED MKTG COMMUNICATION	A-	3.00

I am happy =)

mess

I am but it's a pretty one....beautiful mess.

think.

before you talk. A friend is suppose to bring you up when you're down...not making you feel like shit even more. I guess my roomie is right....it'll toughen me up.

maaannn.....i'm so still on my vacation mode....=(

spring break recap

I'm still down here in OC. Re-connecting with my friends was really nice. The highlight of my visit down to OC this time was the Alpha Theta reunion. It was nice to hang out with my pledge bros. Grace's bday was the reason why we were there. I can't believe I got to see Saba!!!


And then...Kauai...the first day we got there, we just went and had dinner. Since it's 3 hours ahead there, we went to bed pretty early. The next day, we went to a little diner by our hotel to have breakfast and we met a new friend on our table, by the condiments.....

Yeap...it's a freaking gecko!

Then we went to get some stuff for our kayaking and hiking to the secret waterfalls at Wailua River. We didn't have a descent camera so we took some pictures with Nate's cell phone camera lol..ghetto!

Trying to look sexy after jumping to the water..it's cold!!

Nate took this shot, it's pretty cool...it gives a sense of hope...

Before lunch...the tour came with a sandwich lunch and a bag of chip, it was pretty cool eating there by the waterfalls. We came at the right time too because there weren't that many tourist.

Trying to be like the local. Behind us was the waterfall but since it's a cell phone camera, we didn't get the background shot we wanted..lol...

Second day we drove to the North shore at Hanalua Bay and went snorkeling. That was fun too! I got sun burnt! and then followed by walking around the downtown of Kapaa by our hotel. Third day we explored the South shore and went to the stores. Then we had dinner in downtown Kapaa at the House of Noodle. Then back to OC the fourth day...
Overall, it was a really relaxing vacation...Kauai reminds me a lot of Borneo where my parents came from, except maybe a little cleaner haha. I can't wait to go back home to the city. For some reason, I'm a little bummed and sad...not sure why...it's probably cuz I was rekindling some old memories...*sigh*...last but not least, I made something for Prelita before I came down here and I think I need to use it for myself....

MAHALO

Today my whole identity was being questioned. I have never encounter this experience before that it really made me question myself. I am considered as a brother by few, a best friend by some, a good friend by others, but never once I foresee that my future friendship with one of the people that I care the most of is being looked down upon. I can't do anything but listened, the more I try to question his views, the more frustrated the both of us are. This is really frustrating. A vacation to begin with, and I'm coming home with my offering of love & friendship being questioned. THANK YOU, my friend, for knowing to make me stop and think about who I am. Just like what you said..."for what it's worth....I had fun..."