contentment

Hi Blog,

A little update. I have been busy with work. On the weekends, I either work, hang out with my roommate, my close friends, or my niece. Nothing have really changed.

I got a raise. Not what I wanted. But it's still a raise so I need to count my blessings :)

I miss him. :( no...not him...but him...ha!

You live. You learn. You move on.

I keep telling myself. It's just bad timing.

It's my sister's 35th birthday tomorrow and I made her something small.



I'm content with where I am. For now.

makes me melty...

sexiest line ever

Thanks, Doris for writing this about me...

This weekend

Hey blog,

Pardon my very "to the point" blog because I gotta wake up early tomorrow to go to the gym but here's my highlight of my weekend:

• I went to Target and bought this:

then I realized how single I was cuz no one is rubbing my back =[ haha.

• Went jogging with Grace & Ross on Saturday morning in downtown LA. That was fun! Then we had brunch at Melrose, went shopping with Ross at Rodeo Dr while waiting for Grace with her "landscaping appt" hahaha....I got this:
and while walking back to Ross' car...guess who I bumped into:

HIM! you GOTTA love LA!! :D

• Had a nice dinner with Leen at Obar

• Went hang-gliding on Saturday with Elain, Fee, Bho, Danric, and Helen
made a new friend:
and got sun-burned....

• And I ended the night with a sweet sushi dinner and dessert @ Diddy Riese...

Good weekend :)

Labor day weekend

I feel emo today. I don't know why. I think it's the special brownies Leen made...I'll just blame it on them.

I've been feeling a little discouraged by love lately. Although I've been telling myself the more I chase it the harder it'll get to me, I think I've been doing quite the opposite. I think I'm trying...perhaps a little too hard.

Every time something happens, where I encounter a possible new chapter on my love life, something else happens right after to tell me that it is not the right timing/person. This one guy has been occupying my mind...but nothing major is happening that it sorta made me gave up on the idea of us going somewhere....distance has a lot to do with it...or at least I'm trying to justify it that way.

I'm friends with Nathan's friends again on Facebook. Then I encountered this little tagging thing he did...some familiar people, some I don't know...another confirmation of how easy it is to be out of someone else's life...

He tagged his boyfriend as "Someone who he cannot live without." Not gonna lie...a little envious for two, different sides of reasons...1 because I'm not his boyfriend anymore, 2 because he has someone whom he realizes he can't live without...this time I must say, the latter one has more effect than the first one.

Either way, I want to feel like that again.

This phase better be gone soon...