when it rains, it pours

This whole thing is starting to get at me. I can't just sit here in my apartment doing nothing. This whole situation is making me hard to move forward...the whole world seems to be stopping. I know that I have to snap out of this, I know what to do, I know it all...but it certainly is easier said than done...I NEED to do something and keep myself occupied...*SIGH* I know this is something I gotta do...starting all over again is hard...