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Hello,

Just a little update about my life.

First off, I have to be honest, I feel like my life has been kinda all over the place lately. I guess it's because I have NO IDEA where my life is going to be one month from now.

I decided to leave SF.

Yes.

I know.

Leen was asking me if this is another "running away" attempt that I am pulling. And I thought to myself before answering that question...then I answered..."I think I am actually paying it back right now because I was running away before."

Don't get me wrong...I'm glad it happened. I wouldn't have met great people here and my friendship with Prelita wouldn't have been developed.

I also have to be honest that I am kinda excited to live in LA with Leen. I am just hoping and praying to God that I will find a JOB soon!!!

I have also been working part time with Annie which I have to admit, helps me a little bit to get going and make my days a little more productive.

Random stuff that I have in mind:

• Not too fond of family drama...then again...who is?
  
• Had weird but nice dinner with the Ex
• When I was walking back home this morning, I couldn't stop thinking about the Ex
• I don't know why
• Kelly Clarkson's New Album is awesome
• I like Estelle's album too
• I miss Simba...so much
• I miss Calie....
• I miss my brother
• I miss my Dad
• I wanna go to China with my Dad
• I imagine how my life would be a lot different if I'm not gay
• I love rain...sometimes...
• I don't have game...case in point: this guy came up to me last night and told me that I'm cute bla bla bla...instead of saying thanks and asking his name...i asked..."why?" lol....totally killed it.